Ali Mirza Ja’far Allaf (Parviz) was one of early burned papers of the evil book of MKO. He not only lost his post, money, social status for MKO, but also had to separate from the wife he loved because of satanic temptations of MKO. I also was...

After separation from MKO and moving my furniture to Mo’ezzossultan Street, one day I was walking aimlessly in the street. I decided to go and visit Haj Sadegh Eslami. After greetings, I reported all my visits and whatever that had happened to me...

I married Fatima Fartoukzadeh in October 1974 to be partners in all happy or sad events of our life. It was about ten days from our life that I was imprisoned for a month. She was so patient about all the financial hardships of life and never...

Hopeless about me, MKO decided to do something else. It was about October 1975 that one day my wife went out to buy something. We were still in Gorgan Street. It took time more than usual. When she was back she said that she had met a familiar young man...

My main concern was separation from MKO hopelessly. I checked different ways in my mind which I had disappointedly tested some of them and some needed the essentials inaccessible. One sad sunset I was deeply thinking about different things that...

While I was still thinking about the 3rd way (?!), Iraj gave me the codes and signs of the Religious Branch to examine the 2nd suggested way by MKO. I made an appointment with one of them through Iraj somewhere around Lashkar Crossroads. When the...

SAVAKIs would guard in turns. Every morning, at 8 o’clock, each four people would gather around each other and speak on a bench in the corridor of hospital. About a month later, one day when the door was open I could hear their conversation. One...

Parviz and Khosrow (Ali and Ali Asghar Mirza Ja’far Allaf) who were living with us in the same team-house had the same positions as mine. They were also shocked badly with the newly created conditions. They had been suggested to choose one of two...

One day, Iraj had made an appointment for me to visit Habib and give him The Ideology Change pamphlets. I accepted to go there to visit him. After greetings I asked him: “Habib! What happened to all those struggles, escapes and challenges? What has...

MKO had occupied our time and life completely. We had forgotten many affairs of our personal life. One of them was neglecting our kids’ rights. Neither my wife nor I noticed the natural rights of our kids. I was drowned in organization’s...

Few days after visiting Taqi Shahram, MKO ordered me to evacuate the team-house in Bouzarjomehri Street and rent a new one where in which Khosrow and Parviz could stay at nights. They were in Sabalan Street team-house. My wife who was skilled in this...

Shahram accused of not being from the workers and not tasting their pains. He said that I could not understand their position and what they say. So, he told me: "Shapour! You should go and work in factories to understand what I say and increase your...

I couldn’t understand why Fatima would not show any reaction and it was bothering me. I could guess some changes had happened in her ideas. I thought her religious believes would not let her to take position against me. Lack of reaction by her made...

Before the assassination of Gen. Zandipour, MKO informed me via Iraj that I had to rent a shop for my job to make covering for my activities. After a short search, I found a shop in the second floor of Kavir mall in Cheragh-Bargh Street and rented it...

In late 1975 winter MKO via Iraj ordered us to afford a 7-meter black veil. We were surprised with this matter; “…7-meter black veil!? What for?” Black veils were usually 6 meters. Finally, we could find it. Few days later they gave us...

Fatimah Fartoukzadeh (Shapourzadeh), was a believer, religious woman and a kind companion wife. During my life with her I did not feel anything except believes and religion in her. She voluntarily accepted to join me in the way of struggle against the...

It was about five months that we were in the house in Zarrin-Na’l Street. One day, I noticed suspicious moves in front of the house. I told the matter to Habib. He also informed MKO at once. They ordered to change the place. The task of finding...

From the beginning of secret life our connections with outside of MKO became so limited. Even with our families we had only phone calls. For phone calls we had only to use public phones and finish our dialogues in less than 3 minutes in order not to be...

After three years of the big blow to MKO in 1971, it began its reconstruction in human forces and also producing some tools and materials it needed. “Picric acid”[1] is a chemical smoky liquid which is used in explosive materials. Our team...

The birth of the twins on September 30th 1974 brought us into a new stage of life. These heavenly gifts, Maryam and Zahra warmed our life. We had no free time and we think about nothing except how to grow our kids. Taking care of two kids at the same...